Great Realizations

Over these past couple months I have learned alot… About both life and people. People are not always who they seem to be! NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU KNOW THEM. It is not good to be a totally passive person. Last summer I took all my best girl friends to just about EVERY concert there was… because I am the biggest concert fan ever! So, even though some of my girl friends were not the biggest fans of the artist they’d always get SO excited to go. My dad would drive us to and from every concert becuase we needed a sober drive, how cool is that? He put up with 5 drunk, crazy girls every concert. After the concerts there was never any geniune thank you to my dad. After the concert season was over I noticed my best friends fading farther and farther away. Anywaise to break it down for you people are not always who they seem to be and these girls Deff. took me for stupid. I no longer talk to my friends, but I’ve learned that the best thing to do when I see them out is to give them a BIG SMILE and say hello. Be nice and genuine, becuase that’s something they deff. arn’t. And although it still hurts me that I am not friends with them, I will never sacrifice myself for ANYONE. I feel I’ve grown up alot. These past couple months i’ve spent getting myself organized, inshape, and back to the good person I know I am! I feel better about myself and the choices I have made. Not going out also makes me relize who good friends all. One of my girlfriends would call me everyday to hangout and when she knew I was taking a break from drinking, she stopped calling… No movies? No bowling? nothing if we couldn’t go out to the bars and get wasted. Well, over all I think my choice over the past couple months have made me wiser and a better person. Which doesn’t mean I’m still not going to go out and have a good time now! Oh, and I can’t wait to see all of you very soon!!! XoXo