I don’t understand why girls want to stab other girls in the back. Even if I dislike you I won’t try to ruin you. I would never pretend to be your friend but spread rumors about you behind your back. I’m over it.
And if you’re messing with somebody’s professional life you should notice how unprofessional you look by doing it.
just sayin..

how big of a whiner I sound like in all of my blogs lol

I need to pay my phone bill.. don’t have a car to get there to pay it
I need to pay my speeding ticket, but the money I had saved up to pay it was stolen
I need to do laundry, but I have no laundry soap, no money, and no way to go get it anyway
I need a second job to save money to get a car, but I have no transportation
I need to eat, but I have no groceries, no money, no car…

this sucks all around

I sound so needy… normally I’m not, but it’s when you don’t have the means to do things like you normally do it feels that way.

so my car pooped out on me
the transmission is fucked
the engine isn’t far behind

I can never have anything fucking nice… not that I had the best car ever, but it USED to go.. I wish it still did..
this shit always happens to me

I’m fucking over it

Life sucks

it’s 7am and I’m still fucking awake!

seriously.. I laid in bed for 2 hours and could not sleep

I’m wide awake.. more awake than I’ve ever been in my whole life probably..

I want to sleep!!!

that’s about all I have to say.
I should probably clean… but I have piles of clothes all over the floor.. trying to squeeze in doing laundry before work.. and before going to Florida.
The furthest I’ve got in packing is to throw like 5 of my 15 swimsuits in a suitcase.. hopefully I won’t need much else but swimsuits.. but you never know with the damn hurricanes now.
I’m rambling and I don’t care.
I’m also hungry.. I need somebody to go get food with

so I worked tonight.. left a little after 1 to come home. When I start to pull in the driveway I see a figure dart from close to my window to behind my old car that’s in the driveway. I sit there for a minute thinking “what the hell was that?” then I see it dart from behind that car to my roomie, Tony’s, car. It wasn’t just a figure.. it was a PERSON! A full grown man… or woman I guess.. but yea. That’s when I switch the car to reverse and start to back out of the driveway.. we have cop neighbors so there are normally 3 cop cars here, so i always assume we are completely safe here. But for some reason all the cops were GONE! As I’m backing out of the driveway I’m scrambling to get my phone to call Tony. And I notice the person dart from behind Tony’s car to behind a bush on the side of the house.. I get backed out, drive around to the other side of the court and lock my doors and sit there and call Tony. Thankfully he answers. I tell him what happened so he let the dogs out and came outside and hung up on me. I was trying to tell him the guy went to the other side of the house, but he wasn’t on the phone anymore.. he looked all around, but I think we scared the crap out of the guy bc he didn’t expect us to be there.. and he definitely didn’t expect a 3rd car to pull up in the driveway I’m guessing. Luckily nothing happened and the guy just ran off but now I’m scared shitless to be home by myself at all.. especially at night :( I’ve never had anything like that happen to me before. It was not cool at all. I sat there in my car with my doors locked forever and called Soupy so I wouldn’t be just sitting there.. so I’d have somebody to talk to while Tony searched the yard. I’ve really never been so scared in my whole life!
Then I’m sitting here with Tony for a while.. still kinda freaked out. He goes to bed and his phone starts ringing, then the house phone rings. It was our friend Melissa. She’s at the hospital and needs somebody to pick her up. So I had to brave the scary creepy guy that was lurking around outside to go to my car and get her from the hospital. It was a long story why she was there, but she basically got mugged.. beat up and her stuff got stolen.